Metal This!

Passed you today in college hall. I avoided eye-contact with you…it's nothing new. A habit I have when it comes to a certain someone.
Pardon me if I was in your focus, I do not wish to ever be noticed by you.
Still, I wanted to turn invincible… the only way I can step a little closer to memorize how your face looks like.
You're not an object of my affection. You're a rag doll in black raising my despise, mainly directed at myself for once thinking that I could give you a chance at something.
I don't want to see you ever again. What happened was put to an end, and I'm sorry it had to reach that far, I'm sorry about that little stunt I did to your friend…It was not my idea, I was just the first to do it! ..and I do regret it, it was stupid. At least I would admit it, not act as phony as you do!
And you don't have to make more of an ass of yourself by circling where I sit, going back and forth like you have some business, it's pathetic! I saw you the first time…I just wasn't impressed by what I've seen, I was mainly revolted. You can go ahead and change your scene, cos it's not hard to see through the act anymore.