Cosmic Disconnection

I thought the cosmic mother and I had a pact. I stop living, and she disregards my monotonous entity. Things were going according to agreement at first, but now… I feel her including me in something unknown, yet destructive in all certainty.

Treacherous mother! My laws are broken, and for that I cannot trust anything anymore. I don't know how to react. 'What should I do when I sense another blow?' … I frantically contemplate after the fall.