Thursday, May 26, 2005

Wrong Turn

Just finished watching this movie called Wrong Turn, it's just another low-budget movie about cannibals. During the movie, I kept thinking… should we –the viewers- feel sorry for the characters who have died –and now being chopped up- or.. the other characters that are trying to survive – currently hiding under the bed!-
Hmm… Sure some would try to compromise and go for the impartial response of "Both, …I feel sorry for both characters", and that's fair… yet it seems somewhat of a shallow answer for someone who obviously did not put themselves in the situation.

I try to imagine myself in the situation –and I can only imagine!- being hunted down by cannibals who have just 'eaten' my friends and who have me next on their menu… what would I'd rather be? The "victim", or the "survivor"? hmm... I would definitely prefer to be lying in a pool of my blood and being eaten by a punch of deranged flee-bags, than to actually to keep on running and running from their blades!

However that may sound to you, I would not think of myself as a coward, but as a survivor. How? … okay, do you think that those who have "survived" are actually living? That the next day they would get in to their cars and ride to work ? … think again! Final question, do you prefer a slow death, or a quick death? ...How does that relate? I tell you…
I figure that, having a knife slitting my throat, I would not care what happens to me afterwards. Let them have a big orgy fest with my guts; I.Do.Not.Care! Why? Because I'm Dead! And this mortal body means nothing to me anymore!
But what if I did survive? …hmm… I would kill myself everyday, whether by nightmares, paranoia, phobias… you name it. I think, at some point, I would just kill myself –literally. It’s a matter of how much can you handle, not how much you *think* you can handle.
I choose to fool everyone but myself, still I don't think I can play hero for the rest of my life cos I know I would eventually crack… and higher power knows I can only pretend for so long!

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