Monday, September 25, 2006

Death : Of Fimiliars

A wreath is ecclesiastical on my head, preaching me of its inevitable symmetry and unyielding diligence. A foreseeable perdition of what is yet to come, and how life will end with no regard of how it withered to ash and dust. "You believe the eyes only venture once when lastly glazed, as I take you under my wings of eternal slumber. But I am in every dismal face, devouring pieces of the fragile soul. I take your pain onto me; your mortal loss is solely my gain. Into my hollow valley, you find your remains. So why fear me as life passes you by if the moment you're born you begin to die?"

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Suicide Veil

This is to you, my forlorn Madness, My untimely Death.

A sacrifice in the flight of dawn
The beauty of twisted reality
In my heart, my dreams
A sacrifice for freedom
Alone in the grace of the dark
The pains of a failed generation
I longed for the death of the sun
Another glorious revelation
Destiny's plan for ruin
I danced with the shadows
In tranquil chaos, I lay naked in the rain
An interception of light
A disturbing memory
This suicide veil I wear in shame
Written by D. Patterson

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Unforsaken

I cannot forsake this life, for it is only mine. In my own step, I walk into demise. I am not one of the flock. I am not child of god. They are sanctified before they die, baptized in blood and forsaken dreams.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Of Verlaine's

It Rains In My Heart…
(Romances Sans Paroles: Arriettes Oubliées I)
It rains for no reason
in this heart without heart.
What? And no treason?
A grief without reason?
It’s pain’s darkest state
not to know why,
my heart feels such weight
without love, without hate.
-to beloved Sophie